Mark   
Perhaps   one of the hardest tests of following Jesus is dying to ambition. In my own   life I find that I must constantly scrutinize my thoughts and motives for   always, ambition is lurking ready to seize the day. But what’s so bad about   being ambitious? Would you play tag with a rattlesnake? Would you drive your   car blindfolded? Then try pitting your own desire to succeed with what God   wants and see what results. 
I   want to be first. Jesus says "the first shall be last." I   want to have my own way. Jesus says, "if anyone would follow Me he   must deny himself." I want the applause of people. Jesus says "your   reward will be on earth but not in heaven." I want to speak up and   do great things. God says, "Be still (cease striving), and   know that I am God." Do you see the picture? Personal ambition is   the centerpiece of the heart’s trophy collection. It easily relegates God’s   glory to a dust-covered relic on an obscure shelf of knickknacks. 
If I   am to be ambitious let it be ambition for God’s name. Let me value humility.   Let me be zealous to serve others. Let me revere God and seek His will.   Quarantine and destroy that disease that first appeared in the garden--the   lust to eat forbidden fruit—to have eyes opened and be like God. On the day   that Eve and Adam honored ambition mankind took a fatal heart wound. Worship   has suffered ever since.
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