Mark
Perhaps one of the hardest tests of following Jesus is dying to ambition. In my own life I find that I must constantly scrutinize my thoughts and motives for always, ambition is lurking ready to seize the day. But what’s so bad about being ambitious? Would you play tag with a rattlesnake? Would you drive your car blindfolded? Then try pitting your own desire to succeed with what God wants and see what results.
I want to be first. Jesus says "the first shall be last." I want to have my own way. Jesus says, "if anyone would follow Me he must deny himself." I want the applause of people. Jesus says "your reward will be on earth but not in heaven." I want to speak up and do great things. God says, "Be still (cease striving), and know that I am God." Do you see the picture? Personal ambition is the centerpiece of the heart’s trophy collection. It easily relegates God’s glory to a dust-covered relic on an obscure shelf of knickknacks.
If I am to be ambitious let it be ambition for God’s name. Let me value humility. Let me be zealous to serve others. Let me revere God and seek His will. Quarantine and destroy that disease that first appeared in the garden--the lust to eat forbidden fruit—to have eyes opened and be like God. On the day that Eve and Adam honored ambition mankind took a fatal heart wound. Worship has suffered ever since.
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